Lay
not up for yourselves treasures upon
earth,
where moth and rust doth corrupt,
and
where thieves break through and steal;
But
lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven,
where
neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and
where
thieves to not break through and steal:
For
where your treasure is, there
will
your heart be also.
Matthew
6:19-21
We
met shortly after Brian and I moved here to our Tennessee home. In
fact, her house is near enough to my house that I can see her house
and she could see mine. She was a recent widow in her 80's, lonely
with no family to speak of in her life. She did have a niece she
didn't really know well,, but had no close relationship with her. As
nice as “Sarah” could be she had a streak of bitterness in her
that was quite noticeable even during our first conversation.. She
could latch onto the wrong friendships that didn't last long at all
because conversations would turn into complaining sessions so people would withdraw from her.
Sarah
wasn't interested in spiritual things. I spoke with her often about
coming to church with me. She could have been in the ladies class I
taught at the time. She told me that her husband didn't need Jesus
and so she didn't think she did either. She lived in a lovely home
with nice things, but she was a very unhappy person. Any friends she
made were quickly worn out by her negative attitude.
A
few weeks ago, Sarah died. There was a brief memorial service,
nothing religious with only five or six people in attendance as I was
told. Her house had been sold and today, with sadness, I can look
across the field and see her things out on her front yard and
porch...an estate sale. Sarah had a delightful personality when she
wasn't in a bitter mood. She had the capability of making friends,
but usually chased people away with anger and insults. Sarah had
lovely things in her home and now strangers are culling through her
things at the estate sale that would be upsetting for her if she
could see it going on. I saw the couch I often sat on during our
visits...a touch of sadness for me.
The
sadness was intensified for me when I stopped by that house at the
end of the sale. I asked if I could just look inside at the living
room and kitchen. The new owner thought it an odd request, but
allowed me to do it. Obviously people had tromped through the house
and it would need a good cleaning. I recalled where the couches had
been, pictures on the wall and looking at the kitchen I had thought
was as nice as I had ever sat in. There was the counter Sarah and I
had sat at any number of times, her talking and me mostly listening.
The house felt empty and lonely just as I believe Sarah's life was in
her final years of life. All of her lovely things are now
gone...worth nothing to Sarah anymore..
I'm
not trying to speak ill of Sarah. Sarah was friendly and warm upon
meeting. Despite living alone, I know Sarah could have had a good,
and fulfilling life with Jesus in her life. She was an intelligent
lady and could have contributed much in the lives of others, but not
without Jesus in her life. She had resources she could have invested
in the lives of others, but chose to stay walled up in her lovely
house full of lovely things.
Sadder
to me are Christians who feel they can manage very fine without Jesus
an active part of their lives. Many Christians have enough of Jesus
to get them to Heaven but not enough to really keep themselves at
their happiest and most peaceful. They may go through daily routines
never giving Jesus a thought. Prayer may not be a thing of
importance nor the Word of God prevalent in their lives. Some may
even feel the regular practice of church attendance and activity
aren't all that important for them. When I think of it, those
Christians don't have much more going for them in practice than
Sarah. She felt like she didn't need Him...many non-practicing
Christians live as if they don't need Him either....how sad.
The
day will come however, when Jesus will be VERY important to
everyone...Christians, non-practicing Christians and the unsaved as
well. Time is short. What am I doing to keep in close relationship
with my Heavenly Father? What am I doing to show love and concern in
the lives of others...Christians and non-Christians alike? If Jesus
would return today, would He find my life just full of things that
really don't count for anything when I am finally gone to be with
Him? Seeing couches on a lady's front yard just don't seem to matter
a great deal when all is said and done.
Father,
I want my life to count for you. Keep me from complaining and even
bitterness. I want to be an influence for You in every way I can as
You lead. Help me to not put importance on the things of this world
that will only come to nothing in a short time. Thank You for Your
love and direction in my life. I love You. In Jesus precious
name....Amen