For
as he thinketh in his heart, so is he....
Proverbs
23:7a
If
you and I were to list every single sin we can think of, I wonder how
long that list would be. The problem with sin is that it doesn't
just happen. For either a short amount of time or an extended period
of time, a sin in some form has occurred first in ones thoughts.
Those thoughts are developed through things we experience over time.
Thoughts
begin developing from the moment there is recognition of life on the
part of a very young child. What happens from that time on stems
from experiences in the home. When a child is school age, there
begins a process of a child having to process events of life as they
occur in different arenas other than in the home. At this time,
there is more separation from parents and there begins to be input
from other human beings. Some of this input comes from Sunday school
teachers and other adults in the church setting. School begins too
soon for many young children. It is in the school setting that a
child's thinking can become confused. There can begin to be
confusion between what has been learned at home and then teaching
from teachers. It's not unusual for some teachers to even suggest to
their students that they are to pay more attention them than their
parents. Older children begin educating younger children regarding
facts of life and often working on a child's moral thinking. I won't
even go into the area of bullying that children may experience that
can do real emotional damage.
The
process continues and the world continues to bombard us with how we
should think and behave and all of us have absorbed more of the
world's philosophies than we should. However, now, unlike that young
child going into the world for the first time, we have had choices
through the years as to how we're going to think and about what. I'm
afraid we have sometimes almost harbored old hurts and former
negative experiences with no attempt to allow God to help us clean it
all out, get rid of it and enjoy the fresh air of forgiveness and
clean thinking.
Brian
and I just finished doing some redecorating in my Sunday school
classroom. We knew we had to do a paint job on two walls but we had
no idea what else would need done. We stripped off an old border.
It was a thick, very old mess. We then noticed wallpaper on the
lower part of the wall that would require removal. How could I have
ever thought that the job would be to just paint and put on a new
border. We came across the metal vent in a lower wall that let in
cool air in the summer and warm in the winter. Brian being Brian
pulled it out of the wall only to find crud galore that was already
smelly. He scraped, caulked where needed, cleaned and painted the
vent which made all the difference in the world.
We
could have painted and bordered the room til the cows came home but
that vent, left to itself would have created some serious odor and
even allergy problems. We couldn't see all of it until it was pulled
out of the wall, checked, cleaned and scraped.
A
lot of times, we feel we do some pretty good personal housecleaning.
We may go to great lengths to doll ourselves up, put on a good front,
but without cleaning out the crud of the world's influence, those
hidden thoughts that don't honor the Lord, we will continue to poison
and hinder us spiritually with stinkin' thinkin'.
The
Psalmist's prayer in the verse below is for three things. I wonder
how many of us would be able to pray these three things without
hesitation before God. He first asks God to search him (that's
checking the overall spirit and attitude of the person). Searching
isn't a casual “look/see” but a close scrutiny. He also asks for
God to know his thoughts not that God doesn't already know everything
about us. It's the thoughts that have come as a result of the
attitude, experience and spirit of the person. This indicates to me
that God knows our thoughts better than we do and we need His Holy
Spirit to reveal openly to us where we need to repent and confess the
sin of wrong thinking. He asks God to try and test him. I don't
think many of us would even be ready for that part even though as a
spiritual exercise, it is good for us.
Are
we courageous enough to pray this prayer with the Psalmist that we
might stand before God with clean thinking and purity of spirit.
Search
me, O God, and know my
heart:
try me, and know my thoughts.
Psalm
139:23
AMEN
and AMEN!!
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