Purge
me with hyssop, and I
shall
be clean;
Wash
me, and I shall be
whiter
than snow.
Psalm
51:6
I'm
not sure, but for the many who have grown up in areas accustomed to
snow, I can't help but wonder if a good snow doesn't take us back to
those bygone days of childhood. I think I was about six years old
and received the biggest shock in my life up to that point.
Overnight, we had a huge snowfall. We lived in a house with a nice
front porch but at the time, there were about 10 steps leading up to
the porch. My mother had bundled me up with the galoshes, heavy coat
with matching leggings, gloves and warm hat. She said she was
getting my sled out of the garage to take me on a ride. I waited
fairly near the bottom step, anticipating my ride on my sled.
Suddenly, my mother stepped out on the porch, bundled up as well with
sled in hand. Suddenly, in a funny, but loud voice, she called,
“Look out below.” Much to my amazement as I looked toward the
porch, there was my mother laying on her stomach on MY sled and down
she came on those ice-covered steps. After a safe landing, she
rolled off the sled, sat up and just began to throw snow all around
her like she was a young girl again. I was one shocked little girl
and even at that age, I must admit that I looked around to make sure
no neighbors witnessed this spectacle.
Snow
can be such a hazard but it can also be a lot of fun. As I got
older, we had a certain hill near our house that all of the kids in
the neighborhood gathered at on those days when snow was packed
several inches on that street. We rode down Kolesar hill like there
was no tomorrow. Sometimes my Dad would pull my sister and me on
our sleds behind his car. He would drive very slow around a couple
of nearby blocks. If anyone saw a parent doing that today, he would
be reported to Child Protective Services but it sure was fun.
Psalm
51 is such a classic Psalm written by David. Talk about someone who
had everything going for him...God's chosen servant, king, wealth,
anything he wanted at his finger tips. In a moment of weakness, all
he had amassed just wasn't enough and he fell into sin with a
neighbor woman. He should have been with his army that had already
gone to battle but he chose to stay home. He was in the wrong
place...wrong time...and it got him into trouble. We all know the
story of David's fall into deep sin but God didn't give up on David.
This
is a psalm of repentance. There is hardly a piece of literature like
it anywhere. In, day, it is rare to see a person who in such a
public way, repents of sin and as king, David's repentance was
obvious not only to God but also to his people as well.
Have
you ever thought how white snow is? For a long time, I didn't
realize that there are so many shades of white. Walk into a bridal
salon and walk through the racks where so many beautiful dresses are
hanging. It's easy to notice all the shades of white that are
available to a bride. I would like to suggest, however, that I don't
believe there is a white color whiter than snow. Wake up in the
morning to a fresh, fallen snow where no one has walked on it and
there hasn't been time for anything to mar the surface. Then, let
the sunshine peek through for a few minutes, sunbeams that dance on
that perfect surface and it is totally blinding. With bright sun on
that brilliant, white surface, the human eye can't tolerate to look
at it.
I
think to the transfiguration with Jesus on that mount where Moses and
Elijah appeared with Him, the white light almost blinding. Remember
Paul on the road to Damascus, blinded by the bright light of Jesus'
presence. Sun on snow must be something like that.
Look
at some of the phrases David wrote in Psalm 51 and I wonder if you
and I have ever experienced a repentance as deep and sincere as
Davids:
Have
mercy upon me, O God v1
Wash
me v2
Create
in me a clean heart v10
Renew
a right spirit within me v10
Cast
me not away from Thy presence v11
Restore
unto me the joy of thy salvation v12
There
are times we are so busy keeping track of the sins of others, that we
don't do anything about our own sin. I had to ask myself when the
last time was that I went before the Lord seeking forgiveness for my
sin and renewal of my spirit. Sometimes when I seek God's
forgiveness, I don't take total, personal responsibility for my
offenses toward Him. After all, aren't there people who cause us to
sin....or....the devil made me do it? David knew his sin was his
own with no one to blame but self.
The
verse I love in this chapter though is where David pleads for God's
cleansing. Verse 7 says: “ ...wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.” Only God can wash
us so that we are whiter than snow and David knew that. I just can't remember anything
whiter than a sun drenched yard covered with new fallen snow......that's WHITE. God wants me to be just that clean and free of sin. This thing of confession and
repentance I'm afraid isn't as much a part of my spiritual practice
as it ought to be. My personal prayer for this day is:
Lord
Jesus, I long to be perfectly whole,
I
want Thee forever to ransom my soul;
Break
down every idol, cast out every foe
Now
wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
Whiter
than snow, yes, whiter than snow;
Now
wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
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